Does it surprise you?

Cause it surely surprises me.

I always thought that senior year was gonna be amazing, that everyone would be together again. That we would all hang out, and take pictures, and smile, and laugh, and be fine.

Well, lately, I haven't felt like that. I feel like work is sucking away the life, I once had. But other than work, I felt like I was losing part of my life to school. But other than school, I felt like I was losing part of my life still.

I think lately, I only feel like a handful of people care about me. That only a certain amount of family and friends truly care about me, that people are starting to just, not really acknowledge me anymore.

I honestly feel, different. I feel so much more things on me, trying to make me sad. And it sucks.

Work is already taking hours away, from anything I have left to do in life. That makes me sad too.

Hm, so pretty much, school sucks right now, and so does my status with friendships.

I really don't know what to say anymore. I just feel, blah right now. I feel like I should reach out and touch you, but I don't think I should. Whatever happens, happens. Whatever will be, will be, be it me becoming an acquaintance, or me being a shoulder to lean on. It's pretty much, anyone's call right now.

Goodnight, I miss you guys. Alot.

Manaloto, out.

P.S. - Thanks for everyone, who still makes my world turn. I wouldn't be much alive right now if it weren't for you.