Not only am I mad now.

I saw the other person, who also pisses me off alot. I looked at his pitures, and in my mind, I was saying "You are such a bitch. You are just, a faggot."

Then I realized, that we are pretty much the same. I am such a, I don't really know. There is no word that is vile enough to describe how I feel about my self.

Man, everything today is just going downhill. Wtf.

I just want tomorrow to end already. B-days just make my life worse. Hm. I guess that's all I want to vent right now. I'm tired. bai.

What. The. Fuck.

I am so fucking pissed. What the hell. Everything today, is just getting worse, and worse, and worse. Wow. I am so full of rage right now. Oh my gosh, I am so fucking mad right now. Oh my gosh.

Everything, just keeps building up and building up, until it falls. But then people don't see that it falls, and decides to keep fucking piling up more and more shit on it. Woooow. I can just, feel all of the blood pumping through my body. I can feel my hands shaking. I honestly don't think, I have ever been this mad. This is like, a record.

I really hate, when someone pisses you off, and then they keep doing the same shit, over and over again, to piss you off more. And then after that, when they finally fucking notice your pissed off, they start to blame you. What is that, seriously. It's like, a slap to the face. FUCK.

And then after all of that shit, they ask you for a favor. HAHA. THEY ASK YOU, FOR A FUCKING FAVOR. LIKE NONE OF THAT SHIT HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE. WOW. Trying to act like you didn't make me mad earlier. And other than that, like I'm your last resort. You wait, until all of your options are famished, and then you fucking come back to me, and ask me to do something for you?

This applies to more than one person right now. What the hell. I am so mad.

I really need to start my fucking math homework. Before someone else decides to pour more shit on my face. Tired of this bullshit.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I think I named another blog the same name before.

Uhhhh....

As of right now....

I

wish

someone

would

just

like,

beat

me

up

or

like,

slap

some

sense

into

me

or

like,

just

put

an

end

to

all

of

this

madness.

Idk. I am just so, full of ish right now. I need some me and You time. Bai.

Annnnd....

Also, something of importance....

wednesday_addams90210...

Who are you? Hahaha.

How, anti-climactic.

Did I spell that right? Idk.

Well, today was really fun. And I thought that it would still be crazy even at this time.

Actually, right now, it is 11:17 pm, or 23:17, military time. I got to get used to that for work. Hahaha.

Well, it is 11:17 pm, and life is so quiet right now. I thought about my day, and my life lately, and how great it's been, but once the sound of music stopped, all I could hear was the ticking of my clock. A clock that I don't even use for time, but for more, "nostalgic" purposes. It was just like, a realization that when my life gets quiet, all I can think about is time, making me waste time.

However, when I'm with my friends, and fill my life with music and happiness, everything sails on by, nice and smooth. It's really nice to know that that's how my life is, but yet, I fell some sort of, emptiness. It's weird.

Well, today at Manfest, I did some thinking. Alot of thinking. I think, I need to change. I need to apply myself to not only other things, but to myself even more. All this talk about spiritual battle, and brotherhood, is really hitting me hard.

Pretty much, I am losing. Losing really bad. I need to do something about myself.

Hmmm. Well, I worked on Sunday! And yesterday too! It was really nice. I got to meet new people, and also see some familiar faces. It's pretty chill right now, but I have heard that it ends up sucking so bad. I'm sort of looking forward to it, though. All I've been thinking about is my first paycheck. It seems like nothing else matters till then, and nothing else will matter after. It's gonna be lol when I start to realize more about now, and past my first paycheck.

What else is on my mind...Well, I don't really feel like being sad, but I feel a little bit of sorrow in me. Every time I see you, I think of a certain something, and it makes me sad. It makes me, lose hope. Actually, this pretty much applies to every one in my life. Maybe my optimism isn't good enough. Maybe my thoughts are just too overwhelming.

Uhhh, idk. I'm lonely right nao, so I was being boring. Sorry for wasting your time. Goodnight.

Manaloto, out.

Hmmmmm.

One look, and that's all I needed.

I think, I want to shut up for a little bit. Actually, a while.

Uhhh. Idk. I'm tired of this. Time to sleep. Night.

My aching bonnnnnes :D

It was supposed to be a D: but oh well. Hahaha.

Hmmm...Life has been pretty good for me lately. I've been getting closer to different people, and it is really nice. I really feel like I can connect with some people. It's nice, cause it's like, they understand. Haaha.

So today started out pretty gay...I woke up, and my elbow, my kneed, my back, my neck, my ankle, and my foot hurt. Isn't that whack? Whatever. Can't change it anyway.

So I showered, and got ready around 7. So I called Kim, and she said 5 minutes. Well, I walked outside, and waited there. For about...30 minutes. LOLOLOL. It's kay, we were gonna just miss first block, but then, as we sat in teh wal-mart parking lot, I noticed my throat started to hurt, and that my chronic tummy aches got worse. Idk. It sucked.

On the way to school, that's when we decided not to go to school. We just drove around, and talked, and rested. It was really nice talking to you, Kim. I was able to get so much stuff off of my chest. About things I can't really talk with much other people. It's funny, cause we had a lot of coincidental things happen today. HAHAHA.

"Have you ever c..." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

Hm, after school was rainy. GAY. Then we told Pokepuns. YEAH :D

Uhhhh. Picked up Tyler :D Then headed to ICC. Brother Mike always has such amazing messages. I definitely feel alot better about myself, and my faith. I want to elaborate, but if you would truly like to know, I'd gladly tell you IRL :D

Then we went to drop everyone off. In order to drop Heather off in time, I ran a red light, cut off two cars on a two lane road, going around 90 mph. Then sped down elbow at about 80. It was lol. Hahaha.

So yeah, pretty much the simplest way to put my day.

Today, I didn't talk to you. And I don't like that. I feel empty, like today wasn't as good as it could have been. It feels weird not hearing anything from you today. Hahaha.

Uhhhm, yeah. Time to sleep. Eating poptarts at 130 D:

Manaloto, OUT.

Man, I'm boring as shiz. I think I need to be sad more. SIKE. HAHA.

I want tomorrow to end already.

And it hasn't even started. Lololol.

tyler capil says (11:38:19 PM): what you doing
Kirbs da shizzle (11:38:29 PM): bout to
Kirbs da shizzle (11:38:30 PM): sleep
Kirbs da shizzle (11:38:33 PM): you?
tyler capil says (11:38:41 PM): reading
Kirbs da shizzle (11:39:10 PM): great gatsby?
tyler capil says (11:39:41 PM): yeah
Kirbs da shizzle (11:39:49 PM): Jay Gatz diez, LOLOLOL.
tyler capil says (11:39:57 PM): FUCK YOU
tyler capil says (11:39:59 PM): HAHAHA
Kirbs da shizzle (11:40:00 PM): HAHAHAAHHA
Kirbs da shizzle (11:40:02 PM): YOU DIDNT KNOW
tyler capil says (11:40:04 PM): WHYD YOU RUIN IT
Kirbs da shizzle (11:40:05 PM): AHAHAHA
Kirbs da shizzle (11:40:12 PM): You act like you're enjoying that book anyway
tyler capil says (11:40:19 PM): hahahaha
tyler capil says (11:40:20 PM): touche

HAHAH.

Hmmmm. Today was the first APICS meeting of the new school year! And I have one word that sums up its whole...

Monolithic. The group this year was ridiculously huge. It was craaaaazy. It was nice informing them about what's to come, and everything. I'm so excited, I can't even blog about it. Hahahah.

Hmmm...I guess it's time to sleep. There is no need for sad blogs right nao!




Manaloto, OUT!

Wow. Epiphany.

WOW. Every time you read this, Kirby Manaloto, you are going to go buck willlld.

OH SHIZ. I FORGOT IT ALREADY. HAHAHAH.

Uhhh....Oh yeah!

"It's because I am just a port. Nothing more. A port where people come and go. Where people get what they want, and then leave."

WOW. THAT WAS CRAZY. LOLOLOL.

NIGHT.

It's late.

I should be sleeping. Hahaha.

Hmmm.

Have you ever had words, on the tip of your tongue, or rather, on the tip of your fingertips, about to type, but you hear the words screaming in your mind, "No, Don't do it?"

Yeah, I hate that. A lot. I wish I was bold enough to say or type whatever was on my mind, with out caring about the reaction after. It's just hard to overlook that.

Idk what else to say....Hahaha. If I press Control + V right now, you guys will be able to see what I was about to say. What I wanted to say. What I hesitated to say. What I regretted not saying.

Well, this was a good lesson in the "It's better to regret saying something, then to regret not saying it at all." category.



Boogers. Time to sleep. Baba Ganoush. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I feel stupid. HAHAHAHA.

Manaloto, Out.

P.S. Shaving tomorrow morning! And APICS! Be hyped :]

I start alot of my blog's with I!

So self centered. HAHA.

Hmmm. I feel renewed, and refreshed. That really made me feel better.

Well, school's gonna be school, so I can't complain about the work. Hahaha.

Time for homework D:

MANALOTO, out :D

Table of elements.

First off, don't think that I'm overreacting. It may seem like such a small thing, but it has just helped me prove something I've been thinking about for a really long time now. It's also a reason why I dislike trying hard.

Trying hard, get's me no where. Seriously. I tried so hard in alot of things. Bboying, guitar, halo, singing, a lot of shit. But I don't get better. There will always be people to 1-up me, and continue to 1-up me, even after hard work. Why is it like that for me? What the hell. Seriously. Do I not try enough? What is it? I really wish I knew.

Maybe I don't try hard enough. I don't know. And as of now, I really don't care.

I want to go to the gym. I bet I'll never even get a good body. If I know anything about myself, I would have to say that no matter how hard I try, I won't get a nice body. I already know it. This sucks.

Layyyyyyying down time. Bye.

Is this what I've become?

After all of these years of steady growing up, and living, this is what I become. Wow.

I am so self-centered. I think I lack integrity. I think that I lie too, because I can't even tell about things inside of me.

You know what, let me stop right there. Things will just get worse. I am feeling like crap, when I don't have to. I know I'm doing SOMETHING write.

Wow, I spelled right wrong. Maybe I'm not. HAHAHAHA.

Oh well. I don't want to think right now. Whatever. Hahaha.

Manaloto, out!

Today was very :]

A day at school. That's already a :]

Everyday in Mr. Clark's class inspires me to become a psychologist. I feel like I would be able to answer a lot of things about my self, and other people around me, that I interact with. It would be nice to understand things that we see and think everyday. Hahahaha.

I also biked with everybody to Mt. Trashmore. Ohhhh man. What a journey. Amazing. Hahaha.

Then Bible Study. Oh man. Brother Mike, your words always are just so :D They give me hope, and help my faith grow. I love it.

Then I hung out with Tim and Francis! We took some cool pictures at the top of the parking garage :D

Annnnnd then....I came home....and read this.

9. I wish I could play guitar as well as you, Kirby.

WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I felt so cool. HAHA. It's nice people think I'm good! But my fingers always trip D: And there are a lot of better people around me. But, thanks for the compliment Elaine :D

Actually...I bet you're better than me at guitar. You DID beat me at tennis :[ And your sister beat me in pingpong D:

So saaaaaaaaaaaaad :[

Manaloto, out :D

Depression...begone!

So my wireless router broke...which means that I am back to using the computer here in the living room D:

And I was pissed cause I've been trying everything since around 8pm...when it is now 10:45pm...gay.

I was really pissed. I still have homework to do. Tomorrow is a bday, which means it's gonna suck.

But something that really changed my mood.... was this :D



Oh man, how I love biking with you guys. This is seriously one of the highlights of my life. I really think our videos look boring to everyone else, but to us, it means so much. It really is one of focus points right now. Hahaha.

Hmmm...well, I have to get started on homework. GAY. Goodnight! If you read this, please keep me company :]

Manaloto....out :D

I guess B-Days aren't so horrendous.

Did I spell that right? Idk.

Well, Math Analysis surely isn't as bad as it was last year. Because of the friends I now have in that class, I feel like I will be able to get an A, or something. Hahaha.

Oh, and study block with Ex-Ms. Smith isn't that bad. I just play dots with Darren. HAHAHA.

4th Block with Mean Mr. D. isn't TOO bad. I mean, he's really nice! It's just such a boring class. Oh yeah, and Kim is there :D

1st Block. How I despise you so. Ms. Kary, you're nice, but you suck. HAHAHAHA. Jaykay. I mean, I guess it could be worse.

After school was nice too! It's really fun hanging out with everybody, cause everyone is smiling and laughing. It's nice to know Senior Year is gonna be full of smiles :D

But you, sir, are making me mad. That tone of voice just pisses me off. Why are you going to act like that, when we are already inviting you. WHAT. THE. FREAK. Seriously. I have not been this irritated in so long.

"What are you doing today?"
"Does it matter?"
"...what? You want to ride bikes with us today? Do you have a bike? It'll be fu-"
"What? Me? Ride with you? What an honor."

It went like that, just more sarcastic, on your part. I was just so D: that I just left. What else am I supposed to say to you. You obviously don't want to listen to my BS. MAN. Seriously? I think you are acting like that, because you were sleeping, and we were just gonna leave Nghia's house. When you asked where we were going, I was the one who stayed back, and invited you. Told you to come with us. I even asked Nghia if he has an extra bike. I did all of that, so that you could come with us. But you are seriously going to act bitter like that? You're really changing. I don't like it. Vince was right. I really don't know what else to say. Maybe I was the wrong one in this situation. Go ahead and get mad at me. I don't really care anymore.

Well, after that, I laid down with my Mommy. It was really nice spending time with her. It makes me think of all of the times I could be with you, instead of with my friends. It really makes me want to cry. Mom, I love you. I'm sorry I'm such a bad and selfish son.

Hmm...Then we went bike riding again. Oh man. I am in love with bike riding. We rode so far. I don't want to bore you guys with the textual reenactment of my bike ride. Words cannot help you grasp the idea of how fun it was today.

Uhhhh...Then Manest! Really good message today. It just goes to show how much God influences your life, or at least SHOULD. And how we need to consider Him when we make decisions. We should choose our decisions that make Him happy, and not be so selfish.

Then the GYM. Same old. Same old. But...sauna :D

Okay. I'm boring. Hahaha. Goodnight!

Manaloto, OUT.

Making D:'s become :D

vincent palafox - 9:00pm
YOO

VIDEO'S ON YOUTUBE

Kirby Manaloto - 9:03pm
LINK PL0X

vincent palafox - 9:03pm
look up senior project day 1

Kirby Manaloto - 9:04pm
cant find it :[

vincent palafox - 9:09pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBvpXuzOZ6M

SAVES THE DAY


I believe everyone saved the day. Thanks for this amazing day guys.

And many more, right :D

Maaan.

The cycle continues.

The submission continues.

The BS continues.

The downs of life continue.

But I knooooow one thing.

The ups will continue.

It just takes time.

Offerings to the doomed.

Is a yu-gi-oh! card. HAHAHA.

Hmmm....

I always find myself asking, "What does he have, that I could never have given to you?" That question is constantly in my mind. No matter how much I've moved on, that was a question that was never answered. Why couldn't we work out? Was it from my personal faults, or yours? Or maybe insecurities? It's something I will never forget. Something that will stick in my mind until the day it is answered, or until the day I die.

I mean, I know we were always like uneasy, Hahaha. But I mean, when I left for Vegas, I really thought that when I came back, things would be perfect. But then, they weren't. I came back. Everything changed. It was like you just wanted to avoid me. It was really weird. I didn't like it. I couldn't do anything about it. Your mind was set. Then you found David.

I don't know David personally, but from what I have heard from you, he is a very good guy. I'm glad he treats you right, doesn't cheat or lie to you, and doesn't only want you for "the goods". At least, that's what you say. I just hope he treats you as well as you want. As long as lifes like that, then I'll be happy.

Maybe David has things that he can offer you, like love and compassion. Love and compassion that you did not see in me. Rather, wanted to see, or maybe didn't believe was not achievable with me. I don't mind if you thought/think that, because we are all humans, and are entitled to our own feelings and thoughts.

Though we never "loved" each other, I still consider you my first love. You changed me into the guy that I am today. Everything I did back then, change and everything, I did for you. I'm glad I did change, although it wasn't for myself. I would be alot more immature.

What I don't like though, is how you say we can't be "good friends" anymore. I mean, it's not I who is at fault. It is you. I am not the one who makes it weird. You're the one who has just become so different. You're so dismissive, and won't accept that things are different because of you, and some of the other girls. I don't want to put you all in the same ship, but some of you are. But I can't put the blame solely on you guys. I'm pretty sure us guys went wrong somewhere along the line.

Idk. I don't know where I am going with this, nor will you ever read this. I don't think I used nor right. Hahaha.

I just wish we could have a nice conversation about this. I'd much rather want that, then to run various scenarios of "maybe this is the reason why" throughout my head. I want to make things right. I want to be a friend of yours again. Someone you can go to and have a nice talk with, or go to for help. I am here for you, and I want you to know.

Wendelyn Flores Chan, why didn't we work out?

Goodnight. Manaloto, out.

Second Day of Schooz

It was pretty nice outside today! And it was a B day. So first block sucked. And so did second block first half. But third block, with Ms Lucas again, did not really faze me much. In fact, it encouraged me. It encouraged me that she said it was stupid of me to not take it last year. It encouraged me that I am now more mature, and I am actually looking forward to learning in Math analysis this year. Maybe it's just the excitement of first days? Hahaha. Idk.

Most importantly, my mother is home and safe now. Man. Coming home and seeing her car in the driveway, was the greatest feeling in the world. At that moment, I felt everything in my world shake, and calm down immediately. I loved it. I love you mom :D

Uhhhh, I just got back from Bible Study too! It was nice going to a different Bible Study tonight. I met new people, and also read and talked about the bible differently. It was a really good boost of faith. I'm glad I came home late. Hahaha.

Hmmmmm....I'm till scared to grow up. But I've been feeling encouraged to go to college. Let's do something with our lives, yeah?

Manaloto, out :D

First Day of Schooz

As an old man D:

I can't believe I'm a senior. I feel too old. Like I didn't belong at all, when I was at school. HAHA.

Man, today was sweet yo! I really can't say anything bad happened today. Well, at school, at least. Haha.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. What else is there to say?

Idk. Don't really want to be negative and vent out right now. So I guess...goodnight?

UNTIL TOMORROW. THE FIRST B DAY :D

Summer 2009.

So this summer, was amazing. I lived it up so much. Out everyday, just chillin. Being with the people I love. I really don't know what I can say about this summer. There is just too much.

I have become friends with new people, I have opened myself up more to new faces. It's hard to explain. So many things have changed. I'm am just in awe. I don't know what to say.

So many things have happened to me. From California, to becoming 17, too much to say.

It's really scary you know, jumping out of summer, and becoming a student again. Most especially, now becoming a senior. You have no clue, how scared I am. I am scared out of my mind. I just want to break down and cry, and beg an plead, and just stay this age forever. But you can't, you know? You just have to grow up. And it's scary.

As much as I would like to sum up my whole summer, I know I can't. I'd talk for days, and still be on day one. Hahaha.

But here is something I would like to say to each and everyone of you, reading this. Believe everything I say, cause this is all from the heart.

Everyone, thank you for the best summer of my life. Thanks for being there, when I was sad, for being there to laugh our asses off. Thanks for keeping me going, when I felt down. Thanks for keeping me sane. Thanks for making me laugh. Thanks for the memories. Thanks for the love. Thanks for the times we spent eating 49 cent cones. Thanks for the times we sang really loud in my car. Thanks for believing in me. Thanks for all those times we all watched movies together. Thanks for all the moments, where you guys showed me you cared. Thanks for being there to talk to at night. Thanks for being there when we webcammed, so I wouldn't be lonely. Thanks for going to the GYM with me. Thanks for singing and playing guitar with me. Thanks for all those times we sat around at someones house, wondering what to do. Thanks for still being my friend. Thanks for understanding. Thanks for being there, when I fall back. Thanks for the hope you give me. Thanks for all the smiles you gave me. Thanks for being my friends. Thanks for the best summer, I could ever ask for, honestly.

I love you guys. Thanks for making my life, the best it has ever been.

Haha. Too much tears right now. I get really emotional when I think about this.

Well, we still have the school year, right? Let's have the greatest times of our lives, because you only live once!

Goodnight guys, see you tomorrow :D

Becoming a monster.

Times when I feel apathetic, I love it.
Times when I feel pissed, I hate it.

Idk man. I feel like, I'm just going to let the world play its course on me. Just live. I want to not care about a lot of things. I just want to be worry free. I want a lot, and sometimes too much.

Let's see how you play this out. Cause right now, I am just a pawn. I don't want to be the player.

Pawn sounds like prawn.

:D

Boogers.

Appreciation!

D:

Because my fans asked for it.

I think I'm going to start listening to my own advice. I hate feeling discouraged, or sad, and making people feel the same way.

I need to start smiling and laughing more, and stop worrying.

This is my senior year, I have to be happy all the time, and make this year the best year of my life. Idk. We'll see :D

Summers almost done niggggggggggggaz. Let's have a 30 hour party before the first day of school :D

Manaloto, out!

Oh man.

The Pillows always make my day.



I want to be good at a lot of things. I want to be good at Halo, and singing, and guitar, and bboying.

I need to stop being lazy.

Time to be someone.

GYM soon! Bye :D

Soooooooooo.

My previous blog, before I deleted it, was very, blah.

All it said was "fuck you" a couple times.

I don't know what to do anymore man. I'm tired of this constant pang. It's just D:

Idk maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

Someone, make things right. I know I can't. I'm too imperfect.

I want to live a life.

Where hype lasts forever.

Where everything I do with my friends is memorable.

Where I can make an impact on someone else's life. Not just bad things, but a positive impact.

Where people remember me as someone important.

Where I can laugh everyday.

Where the world is a better place.

Where people can rely on me.

Where I have more confidence.

Where I can get things done.

Where I am a man.

Where love is plentiful.

Where love is infinite.

Where love is real.

Where people are nice.

Where there are examples of generosity everywhere.

Where I was a super hero.

Where I could fight crime, and have cool powers.

Where I dream every night.

Where dreams become real.

Where I wasn't scared to grow up.

Where I wasn't on the edge of becoming an adult.

Where I wasn't constantly worrying.

Where I am happy to be young.

Where I am young in my heart, forever.

The motivation.

To do anything, all the momentum for this school year, for myself, and to become better, has just completely stopped.

Everything is just shattered, and I'm too lazy to do anything to fix it. I always need people to push me now. To do anything D:

Idk. I hope I can do something before school starts. Or else...















I'm fucked D:









Goodnight.

My eye sight

WTF. I THINK I''M GOING BLIND WTF.

On the other hand, I took a really nice pee.

On the third hand, I messed up my shirt today.

On the fourth hand, I have Final Fantasy 7 to play.

On the fifth hand, Aeris died.

On the sixth hand, I can play guitar pretty loud right now.

On the seventh hand, I suck.

On the eighth hand, Iron Monkey was a good movie.

On the ninth hand, I shot my leg with a beebee gun.

On the tenth hand, Jesse Barrera is playing in the background.

On the eleventh hand, I can't sing or play as good as him. Nor will I ever.

On the twelfth hand, I feel somewhat better.

On the thirteenth hand, I am still a bitch D:

This is truly a sign

That I don't belong anymore. Haha.

Idk. Things always become D:

I'm scared, but not of that. It's way bigger than that. Goodnight.

Man. I'm a terrible person. A terrible friend. Just a bitccccccccccccccccch.

Falllse.

When you are completely innocent, and accused of something wrong, it sucks. Hahaha.

The thing is, the "evidence" can't get any worse. So many signs that point to what's not the truth. And it sucks. I am going to do everything in my power to clear your name. I will do anything it takes.

I am sorry, Lyanne.

I take things to seriously.

That's the card you want to play? Hahaha. You make me laugh.

Well guys, we only have 7 days of summer left :[

Let's do something!

All my life.

I have felt worthless. Like I'm nothing. Like a piece of trash. Someone disposable. Someone you'd use for a little, and then forget about. Just trash. Someone that you can stomp all over, and not even care. Someone to spit on, to call names, to just treat like doodoo. Like I didn't matter.

But recently, I've been feeling better about myself. So many people now a days, seem to give me hope. Like, people do think good of me. People do think I am a pretty good guy. And I don't believe it sometimes.

But honestly, to everyone that believes in me, Thank You. So much. You guys, are wonderful.

Like people have been telling me what they thought of me before they met me. And it is so funny. I love it. HAHAHA. It makes me happy to be me.

To look in the mirror and say, "You know what Kirby, you're not that bad looking."

To sing and think, "You know what Kirby, you don't sing that bad."

To do alot of things. It's nice.

I don't know where I'm going with this. I just feel really good right now. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, and to you my friend, you are the strongest person I know. I don't get how you can be so strong, after all that has happened to you. I am proud that you are going to be the valedictorian. You are the most amazing person I have met.

Well, idk what else to say. goodnight!