All my life.

I have felt worthless. Like I'm nothing. Like a piece of trash. Someone disposable. Someone you'd use for a little, and then forget about. Just trash. Someone that you can stomp all over, and not even care. Someone to spit on, to call names, to just treat like doodoo. Like I didn't matter.

But recently, I've been feeling better about myself. So many people now a days, seem to give me hope. Like, people do think good of me. People do think I am a pretty good guy. And I don't believe it sometimes.

But honestly, to everyone that believes in me, Thank You. So much. You guys, are wonderful.

Like people have been telling me what they thought of me before they met me. And it is so funny. I love it. HAHAHA. It makes me happy to be me.

To look in the mirror and say, "You know what Kirby, you're not that bad looking."

To sing and think, "You know what Kirby, you don't sing that bad."

To do alot of things. It's nice.

I don't know where I'm going with this. I just feel really good right now. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, and to you my friend, you are the strongest person I know. I don't get how you can be so strong, after all that has happened to you. I am proud that you are going to be the valedictorian. You are the most amazing person I have met.

Well, idk what else to say. goodnight!