I have never.

Had such a good cry session in so long.

You should really listen to my song. Maybe it will touch you, in places it touched me. HAHA.

I think this is the time where I start to let somethings go, but also re-attach myself to things I once had before.

I think when it comes to friends now, Andrew told me how he has no one to talk to everyday. I think I know how he feels, just not as much. I don't really have anyone to talk to anymore, which I guess is fine. I don't really care if I'm not important to anyone 100 percent of the time. At least I have time with some people.

I also think that when I get back from San Diego, I don't want to hang out with you guys anymore. I've been becoming more and more uncomfortable around you guys. I think maybe I need a break, or I need to find new people to hang out with.

I started all of my paragraphs with I. I hope this one's diffe....oops.

I really don't know what to say right now. I should start packing soon. It would be nice to have company, but I don't want to develop any sort of autophobia. I guess I should get more used to being alone. I mean, I'm alone alot, even when I don't have to be. And I complain to myself about it. But maybe, things are better this way. I guess I just haven't found any friends to really open up to about this feeling.

I don't know. I'm still young. And so is everyone else. We graduate in 10 months. I better set some thing straight with myself.

I need to start packing. Thanks for your time, whoever reads my blogs.

Bai :]