A lot easier for you! Cause no one expects you to do something. You're just the shadow that lurks, when the spot lights on me. The little rat scurrying back and forth, as I am being pierced. Pierced by the eyes of the spectators. Pierced like an arrow, straight through my heart.
It's like you are the moon. Everyone sees one side of you. But I am the astronaut. I introduced you. I brought you into our lives. I made you the magical thing you are now. I have seen and do see all sides of you. I know the truth.
At least I think I know you. Hah, I prolly don't. But how could I, a mere human being, truly understand one's actions and thoughts.
Expectations, and predicting and anticipating someones actions surely do make life hard. And sometimes annoying.
Wow, I can say this about 2 things right now. Actually, more than that. I think I can say that for pretty much everything in my life.
I zun know. I don't feel sad or mad tonight. I like it. But I'm not happy, so I don't like it! I guess it's because Tyler went to sleep early, and everyone else on AIM I feel like I annoy. Actually, I think I annoy everybody. Hahaha. Shoot.
Maybe, you aren't the shadow, or the moon. Maybe you are the certain of attention, and I am just failing at trying to steal that from you. Maybe I'm the moon and the shadows. Yeah, that's probably it. How could I expect to steal you from your throne anyway.
The moon looks pretty nice tonight anyway, I hope I was a pretty good nice person toooooo.
Oh yeah, I learned alot of new songs on guitar. Hooray me. Now I just need an uncrappy voice, and I'd feel better.
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