I now know.

I finally accepted the source of my infinite sadness, that continually pours from my face late at night. I knew it before, but closed my eyes to the fact I was sad.

Oh well. I don't really care anymore. I zun know what to do, so what should I do. I shouldn't get all worked up about something I can't change, or shouldn't care about.

Having a selfish mind sucks. Time to change that, I suppose.

I guess...I should go play halo. Or guitar. Something to soothe this heart of mine.

Oh yeah, I have a job! I guess that makes me feel somewhat better :]