Bah Dah Bing Bah Dah Boom.

Actions speak louder than blogs.

Communication is the key.

Never change your words. Be proud of what you say.

Have confidence to step forward, and talk.

As of right now, I am displeased. I don't even know if I'm sad about you, or mad at you, or anything. I really can't tell. You just make me feel like crying every time I think of you. Either it being me sad at how I changed, the anger I feel when I think about things you do/have done, or my own feelings, or my feeling of being inadequate, or something.

I don't even know what to say anymore. One second I'm sad. One second I'm enraged. One second I feel like I should just disappear from your life. One second I feel like I should never have been with you, cause I just make things worse. One second I'm crying.

I said actions speak louder than blogs, but as of now, I have no desire to seek you out. I only want to think for myself, and talk to God. If you truly need to talk to me about something, then do something about it. You're going to read this, I know it. Cause that's all you've been doing. Reading my blogs, looking at my myspace, talking to my friends. I don't want to be the bad guy in this situation and make you feel bad, but it displeases me at how different you are, about talking to me.

I really don't even know if I should post this. I feel like you should learn for yourself.

You want to be my good friend? Then talk to me. How do you become good friends with someone? You talk to them. YOU TALK to THEM. You don't talk about them with other people, you don't read their blogs and answer back with one so that others can see. You talk to them, so they get the message. It's like you're putting your emotions on blast, to show the whole world. Like this is the whole worlds thing. Gosh, I don't even know what to say anymore.

I said actions speak louder than blogs, and I may be talking to you through blogs, but that's what you do to me. You're going to read this. I hope I made something better.

I bet I didn't.

I think I'm gonna go to bed. GOODBYE.



No matter how sad I feel, this always makes my day.



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