It's like a drug!

I'm lazy to do this, cause I know some are going to be really long. Hahaha. Here it goes.

When I first met you in Math Analysis, I thought you were mean looking. You looked like you would act like a complete jerk, and act like the smartest dude on earth. Now I know that I was stupidest kid in that class, and I should have asked you for help. You are a very good guy, but you stress too much. I honestly worry about you alot. I like to help you when you ask for advice, but I don't think I help. I like the color of your car. The yellow is very nice. Hahaha. I also like the way you dress. It's like...cool. idk. It makes me mad how you are oblivious sometimes. I sometimes even think you act oblivious on purpose. But then again, I shouldn't immediately think that. Hahaha. You're a cool guy, but please, lower your stress.

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I used to think about you alot. You have been in my life for a pretty long time, since 7th grade, but you say I met you 6th grade. I don't really care, cause I'm glad you're in my life. It used to make me mad how you, Eric, and Khael would make fun of me. I guess that's why I hit you alot. Hahaha. I also felt like I was the ugly duckling of the group, cause I was. HAHAHA. Sometimes I feel like everyone likes you better than me. Actually, I always feel like that. Hahaha. You seem more easy to approach, you're cuter, you seem easy to talk to, you also aren't annoying, like me. It makes me sad, cause I feel like, I can never be as good as you at being a person. It makes me sad whenever I think about how you do/did weed. But who am I to judge you. You're life is yours, live it like you want. You only live once. Don't ever leave me, please.

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The first time I ever talked to you, you called me Daddy, and gave me a hug, and Chris was wathing you and loling his ass off. HAHAHA. I thought you were so weird. I didn't like how people said we looked alike, but now, I'm glad we did. Hahaha. You are really one of the easiest guys to talk to. How you view situations is always the most truthful. You always make me lol. I think that if right now someone asked who my bestfriend is, I would say you. You are really one of the best people I have ever known in my life. I wish you could get out, I really miss you. It's funny,the things we talk about and do. We always lol about the things we say. Whenever I', in trouble, I know I can always talk to you. I always made fun of you, and I feel bad, but you said it helped you grow. But still, I was super harsh to you. What hurts me the most, is that after all of that, you still kept being my friend. I'm crying right now. HJahahaha. I'm sorry I was such a jerk to you. Hah, I really am a bad person. Hahaha. You gave me the chance to be your friend, and I acted so mean to you, but you were still my friend. Man, you really are the coolest guy I know. Thanks for always being there. You'll always be my favorite SP partner. Hahaha. Please don't ever leave my life.

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Hahaha. Whenever I think of you, I can't help but smile. You make me lol all the time. Sometimes you get annyoing, but the day I broke up with Erica, showed me how much of a caring person and good friend you are. You went and got me tissues when I started crying. That made me so thankful knowing you cared. Hahaha. Even though your voice is super high, you are a man. Hahaha. You act stupid alot, but that's what makes you you. The day I slammed your head into my wall, I thought I lot your friendship, so I layed on my floor, and just cried. Hahaha. We don't talk much anymore, but I know you're there if I need help. Thanks for coming into my life. HAHAA, you sent me pictures of your leg behind you head, that your mom took for you. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

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Man. You're one of the reasons why I wish I grew up a year later. You're a really cool kid, and it makes me happy that you look up to me. You say that I'm too hard on myself, which makes me sort of happy knowing you noticed that, but I don't feel like I am hard on myself. Hahaha. I always wanted to impress you, cause of out all of my younger friends, you seemed the coolest. It makes me happy that we got closer, and ate heavenly hash together. Hahaha. Even though you live far, I love driving to you, cause being with you is always lulz. You are a really good friend of mine, and I'm glad you are. I hope someday you fall in love with a beautiful girl, who loves you too. Hahaha. I think I might name my kid after you, if I don't name him Kirby JR, or Lord Imhotep. HAHAHA. I like making you lol, cause I feel cool. Hahaha. I don't even know what to say about you anymore. I feel like I have too much to say. Hahaha.

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Awww man. You? HAHAHA. I think about the times when we watched School Rumble. It was nice knowing that someone thought it was as cool as I thought it was. We always talked about our girl problems, and I liked how you would ask me about my Wendy problems, back in the day. Hahaha. I feel like, we're not that close anymore. I feel like I can't make you lol anymore, and that I'm boring to you. hahaha. I always like to make fun of you, because it's funny what you say back. You're a really good person, with good values. I used to make fun of you for being Mormon, but when I grew up, I noticed how wrong I was. I'm sorry for doing that to you, for making fun of your religion. I was a jerk. Hahaha. I have a convo saved between me and you where we talked about how we're gonna get sexy, and get all the girls. Everyone in the group likes you, and I'm glad that we play halo together. Hopefully I can visit you in Hampton, or wherever you live. Hahaha.

HANAI WAS STUCK ON A KITE FOR 3 EPISODES HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

You'll always be my Hanai, You Hanai looking nigga :D

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Of course, everyones gonna keep an eye out for the one about me and you, Hahaha. I'll always love you, and I don't really know what to say about you. There is too much. All I can say is that, I want to move on, but it's hard. Looking and thinking about you makes me not want to, though. I feel like by typing this, I'm getting your hopes up. I'm sorry if it is, but I don't think we'll get back together. I feel like, I have hurt you too much, and I have been hurt too much. You helped me grow alot, and I never saw what you did for me, until you were gone. I want to be friends with you too, but I don't think the thought of me and you will get off my mind if I see you alot. I want you to be happy, and marry someone who can offer you supreme happiness. If our relationship was based more around God, we would have worked out, I think. Also, if my mindset was different. I always get sad when I think about you. I don't know what else to say. There's so much on my mind, but idk how to talk about you at all. Maybe I'll add more another day.

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I want to say so much more about other people, but right now, this is all of the stuff I could think of right now. I also want to say alot, but I don't want to type about someone, who will never even read it. Hahaha.

Actually, I think I only wrote about these people, cause they were in my AIM log. Lolololol.

Maybe some of you should IM me more, to inscrease the chances of me writing about you. Hahaha.