I want to be!

I want to be able to post things, when I'm not sad, or mad. Hahahaha.

It seems like when I blog, I always blog about something I am sad or mad at, which is whack. Right now, I shouldn't be sad, but, I;m just not smiling about anything. Maybe it's because I feel sleepy? Cause I do. Hahaha.

Well, today I woke up to my dad yelling, telling me to mow the lawn. Hahaha, it was so hot, I felt like crying. It reminded me about when I cut Erica's grass when that jenk was like, 4 feet tall. That was intense. Hahaha. I felt like I regret doing nice things for her, but when I thought about it, I knew I didn't think that. I'm glad that we were together, I'm glad that we're not together, I'm glad she has taken part in my life, I'm glad that I did nice things for her!

Lately, I've been grateful about everything happeneing to me. I find myself thanking God alot more. I love it. Hahaha. I wake up everyday, thanking God for giving me another chance to breathe. I thanked Him for at least giving me a lawn to mow, or a dog to yell at, or a pretty decent voice. Hahaha. I feel happier now.

But, I want someone to talk to right now. I'm dozing off. Hahaha.

Uhhhh...what else happened today? Johnny's party! I finally got rid of the large orange cone I had in the trunk of my car, that I stole after Warped Tour. LOLOLOL. His Mom started yelling at him. HAHAH.

I want to start covering things! But I feel like I have a really really crappy voice. Can someone help me sing better D: Or at least give me tips, or criticize me? I'd appreciate it. Hahaha.

Well, I feel boring. Goodnight world!